bobby and i broke up on saturday. i would think my eyes would be dried up by now.

oh also, my new years resolution is to quit smoking. i haven't had one since 430ish wednesday night.

i'm fidgety as fuck today though :(

tips, anyone?

i just ordered a ps3. i think i might be going crazy, but i'm pretty excited for it. walmart had a decent deal with two games and a blu ray remote.

sometimes i wish i was still in high school just for the early release days on wednesday.

i am having a really fucking good hair day.
shame it's wasted at work being around old people all day.
also, shame this beautiful day is also being wasted at work :(

not sure if i journaled this already but me, julie and bill are seeing the wreckers on the 26th. front row. eff yes. i really do like michelle branch.

watched 'the prestige' last night. weird movie!

ha! cool!

little mezloh turned 70 last night.
ahh, they grow up soo fast! *tear* haha
tonight she will learn to fly the skies of outland.
and then she will farm countless motes of fire. :-/

IZZIE: "People die in front of us everyday. But I believe Meredith will survive this. I believe, I believe, I... I believe in the good. I believe that it's been a hell of a year and I believe that, in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary, that we will be okay. I believe a lot of things. I believe that... I believe that Denny is always with me... and I believe that if I eat a tub of butter and no one sees, that the calories don't count. And I believe that surgeons who prefer staples over stitches are just lazy. And I believe that you are a man that made a terrible mistake marrying Callie and I believe that because I'm your best friend I can tell you this and we can be okay. I believe that even though you made this mistake you will be okay. I believe we survive, George. I believe that believing we survive... is what makes us survive."

MEREDITH: [narrating] "Disappearances happen in science. Disease can suddenly fade away, tumors go missing, and we open someone up to discover the cancer is gone. It's unexplained. It’s rare, but it happens. We call it mis-diagnosis. Say we never saw it in the first place, any explanation but the truth. That life is full of vanishing acts. If something that we didn’t know we had disappears... do we miss it?"

MEREDITH: [narrating] "Like I said, disappearances happen. Pains go phantom. Blood stops running and people, people fade away. There's more I have to say, so much more, but... I disappeared."

it is almost pathetic how much this show effects me.

ohboyohboyohboy.

burning crusade release day!!!

went to the hookah lounge last night.
it's awesome. you should go.
even if you don't smoke i think you'd like it. it is nothing like smoking a cigg or cigar. you do inhale, but it is soo smooth and flavorful. our bowl lasted us over an hour! played some chess, smoked some hookah...fun times.